All shall be over. I just hope he'll be happy, and i'll be. It's great to hear that the girl is nice(: At least I'll know, he'll be alright! 
I dread to go to school. I used to go to school for friends and crushes. But now!! After I enter poly life, it just sucks. =/ Totally no motivation to go school alright. And, I feel like transferring classes. I don't know is it possible anot.. But I feel like it. I'm just so not myself in school, in class. People said you'll only be happy when you're yourself right? I'm not and I feel like a total fake. Wearing that fake smile trying to be happy. LOL it just sucks.


Okay, i prayed again today but.... God really somehow answer my prayer. But the thing is... He got gf alr, so how NOT to give up?? There's really nothing much I can do but WAIT. But honestly, I'm willing to wait for him, even it's 1 year, i will wait.

Anw, i feel so apologetic to Sabreena.. Sorry girl, i was feeling abit lousy.  =(

I've found out today, and... I really don't know if God is asking me not to give up or to give up. But, i'm going to move on(: He's a great guy, but if he's not mine then he's not.. So might as well just leave it! He'll just be an eyecandy for me :D Cheers to that ^^ And thank God. (:


Gosh, i don't know what's wrong with me yesterday. I drank too much and causes people to worry :( Okay, i don't remember much though. Just bits and pieces. Photos take when i was drunk, pink red face. -.- And I can't believe i was drunk in front of him. Image totally gone. Just a short time, yet all image gone alr. Jialat. Tsktsk. Sorry for the troubles I caused yesterday. I was so so so guilty till today. Amazingly, when i reached home, i was "awoke" alr. And pretended nothing has ever happened. But the guilt is there. I really don't know what i was doing. Damn laokui. :( Rah. Sorry for letting you guys worry. And thanks. 



**I can't believe he didn't even know I was drunk. Am I'm that invisible to him?


I really enjoyed my day. I must really thank daddy and mummy. And SY. If it's not for them, it'll not be possible at all. And THANK GOD. For listening to my prayer and not raining at all(: Despite the heavy rain these few days. Amen! :) And also, have a parking lot when my mummy reach home at 12 plus!! Usually is confirm no space one. But thank God! :) And thanks those who came down, i'm really sorry if i left any of you out. REALLY SORRY. :( Thanks those who wishes me on fb and msgs. And whyekeat!! I was so damn happy to recieve your call though i really never recieve your sms. :) I really met alot of random people today. Like Arjun, John, camp friends, and that weird guy again. 2nd time he asked me if i wanna act in a drama. =/ And thanks for all your awesome gifts(: Gifts aren't that impt, so XSS, don't worry about it yea!

** i was so darn hoping for him to text me but he didnt. walao:(

Just got home from training, sttm. :( i wanna quick quick improve lehhhhxz. I really really hope tmrw won't rain, if not....... :( :( I'll be super sad.

Yesterday was supposed to go gym and guys training but somehow it was cancelled, found that after me and XSS like rushed down to school. =.= Then we decided to go eat, XSS want ask more people so we ask lor, long story cut short, we reached there (JurongPt) and only nikster came down. But after that, with him around was DAMN FUNNY. XSS say, next time his children, one call bengster, one call lianster. Then bengster will say: My sister call lianster, my daddy call nikster. HAHAHA. Okay quite lame but it was really hilarious there.We then asked him why he's called nikster, then he say actually is nick one. Then his friend call him nikster, then like quite cool so he use lor. And why nikster? His answer was: " Cos last time friendster mah" Me and XSS immediate reaction was... so now nik-book lah? Cos facebook what. HAHAHA. Laugh until stomach pain!!! So, I'm pearl-book. Then XSS is su-book. LOL.Anw, hanging out with those two was damn fun. Though i overshot my curfew, thank God my mum's alr sleeping when I got home! :D
Wheeeee~ Damn happy. Haha.

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